Friday, January 20, 2012

Pain, you decided to settle in.

Dear you,

To see us become strangers after being so close to eachother is heartbreaking. I never thought we would end this way, I saw it coming but not this way. People warned me about being too close, they warned me that a girl and a guy couldn't remain platonic and we thought we could prove people wrong, for once.

I miss you.

I miss how I could talk about almost anything and everything with you. And how we would go crazy when we find annoying and almost disturbing videos. Remember when you couldn't believe how crazy I went at Justin Bieber's concert? Yeah, I miss that.

2011 went great partly because of you and it hurts me to see how both of us would only nod when we see each other or you'd just pretend like you didn't see me but I know it hurts you more than it does to me. I caused this, I made us become strangers. I used to put the blame on you when the pain finally settled in but that just shows how selfish I am. You made the friendship fun, you made things easy.

I know one day, I will look back and regret everything. The worst part is, I know you'll never come back.